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Incomprehension

Unaware of the pain, unaware of the anger
People can't comprehend what life has done to me
They rather spend their lives fearing the unknown
The fire within burns from their lack of understanding
So simple to ease the pain of what was once sustained
But nothing is further away from this grim reality
Swearing curses in my direction keep the fire awake
Stabbing me in the back make my anger limitless
The time has come, face your fears, revenge is here


Tell me it?s allright

See my pain, feel my anger
And tell me that it?s gonna be okay
Hear my story and my troubled call
Tell me that it?s gonna turn out fine
See my worst fears and darkest history
And tell me I have nothing to fear
Let me rage, let me hate, let me cry
And comfort me with you words of wisdom
Let me wake up, let me see a new reality
And you still be there by my side, telling me it?s alright


Internal apocalypse

I can't understand why this is happening to me
I never made a mistake to cause this downfall
Nevertheless I am here, and my troubles are all I can see
Within time I have to face my fears, no way to stall
An epic battle between right and wrong, it's nearing
The blackened side raging with fury consumes me from within
Knowing my weakened place, slowly giving in to fearing
Fearing the damage it will bring when it begins, it will begin...


Shared pain

The distance between us, undeniable tearing a rift
We once were so close, but in time we were lead astray
All the time we spend together, sheer joy, a perfect gift
I can feel the bond weakening, what we had is now in decay
Fighting for what we had, senseless, you won't let me
Directing me to my place, all I can do is watching time go by
Letting you know I'm there for you, hoping you will break free
The more you cry, the more I want to try, I don't want this to die

One way ticket to hell

Caught in the crossfire of life
We battle this endless strife
It doesn't matter whose up ahead
Or trempled under others below
We are all in this together
Devided in stead of united
Battling for our own demise


Timed dictations

Loneliness has been written on me by the hands of time
A simple word that complicates my life in every way
Memories float downstream, like a selfrepeating rhyme
Distant figures who once were so close, now lead astray
All part of the grand design that was layed upon me
Madness and insanity throwing tricks at me from the top shelf
Every day is a battle, one which even I can not oversee
Making it hard to realise, the only one I lose, is myself


I?m about to break

How much can one really take
When does one finally break
See life as a painfull mistake
Brought down to the knees
Hoping time will eventually cease
To escape from life's tease
It has gone on for far too long
Every action, decission was wrong
Lamented, I am not so strong

yup...

Puur wat ik denk geen woordenboek erbij

Life's perspective

Walk away, leave it behind in the past
Don't look back, it's not worth it
What's done is done, it won't change course
Look forward to reveal, ignite the new fire
Burn the bridges from past to present
Desert it like it has deserted you before
Forget your memories, forget your pains
So easy to say, so hard to live by
We all know what to do, making it hard to explain
That pain is your past, present, and future

Stay the hell away (Lyrics)

I don?t want you near me, stay the hell away
You don?t even know what you do to me

How your words reflect into pain
Your acts are to painfull to detain
And my anger grows harder to restrain
Got nothing left in this life to gain
My thoughts have switched to the dark lane?
The everlasting rest is all I need to obtain

Simply years gone by, contributing to my cry
You remain undifferent while I crumble to dust
I can?t take the pressure, can?t messure up
Can?t seem to concentrate, or navigate
Can?t stand up and shout?
Stay the hell AWAY

Cause my anger grows harder to restrain
Your words reflect to too much pain
And soon my acts can?t be detained

Black clouds blind my already deluted mind
History repeats and I?m lost within myself again
The bars of life are to strong to escape
The prison of mind puts me in my place?

And your words bring more and more pain
Your ongoing acts I can?t detain
My raging anger to hard to restrain
Realising I have nothing left in this life to gain
And these thoughts? they ARE the dark lane
So get the hell away, or be lost in the fray
And I make you regret you live another day?


Vengeance (Lyrics)

Society fails us all, just cause we?re different
Ignored for what we are, ignored for what we believe in
Left in the dawn of day, appointed to ourselves
Lost faith in this world of belief and make believe
The darkness pulls us under cause.. we.. are?

Forgotten, ignored and looked down on
Left for time to consume, in an idle rhyme
Like vague warnings on an ancient rune
Diluted souls, instruments of oblivion
Time flies by an so do we
Leaving gaps of memories for others to see

Haunting your dreams, expressions of fear
Although long forgotten, still very near
An increment of time, slowly crawling back
To turn your happy soul into a wreck
Cause I am haunting your dreams
Not long forgotten, I?m coming near
Giving answer to become your greatest fear
And you will not get away, cause I?m here to? STAY

Remember when you hurt my feelings??
I put my trust in you, gave all I had left
Turned down, you left me there
Alone, defenseless and utterly senseless
Never again this pain, I swore myself
And started to regain?

Now I?m haunting your dreams
Expressions of fear
Long forgotten but still very near
An increment of time coming back
Turning your happy soul into a wreck
Cause I AM haunting your dreams
Not forgotten, and very near
To have vengeance as your worst fear
No way, you won?t get away, I am here to stay

Wishing things turned out differently
But in my effords you restrained me
Making me weak, afraid to speak
To speak my mind, I can?t confind
Turned down stone cold,
Like all my hope in this wretched world

So now I?m haunting your dreams
Giving expressions to your worst fears
This increment of time has come back
To turn the remains of your soul into a wreck
Going it by haunting your dreams
No longer forgotten I am here
Time converted me to your worst fear
You won?t get away cause I am here to stay
To express your fear, destroy you my dear
Crumble anything that is you near
You won?t get away, cause I?ve returned to?
STAY

weet niet, twijfel vaak aan t niveau
en ook al is de schrijfstijl goed genoeg, of t gevoel wel over komt, die eerste mist veel
De laatste, dat is voor mijn doen een lekker zwaargewicht 25 minuten werk en alles wat ik wilde uitdrukken kwam eruit

oh, triest :S! Zou je niet eens kunnen proberen de goede dingen terug te zoeken? En schrijf eens iets over de schoonheid van het leven(dat echt wel mooi kan zijn). Als je down bent, kun je daarnaar kijken

Diepe groeven zwarte steen
Vuil brand in de ogen
Tranen gruis
Messcherp snijdt
Zwart van onweer
In de wolken
Made of steel
I love you but I can?t

Donker omrandt
Nagels verroest
Zak je teen voor
Been, modder omsluit
De vaalheid van je huid
My body hates
To be a body

I hate to be me
I love you
But I can?t


ok het trekt op niets, want iedereen die ik het leest snapt er niks van, snappen jullie het een beetje?
Hoe doe je dat, over positieve dingen schrijven, Nicole?
ik heb het al geprobeerd, maar ik kan het niet.
volledig in het engels schrijven kan ik ook niet, nu schrijf ik die paar zinnetjes engels niet om te bewijzen dat ik engels kan, maar gewoon omdat ik die in het engels denk en de rest in het nederlands.
(nu ben ik weer bezig mijzelf te verontschuldigen voor jullie ook maar de kans hebben gekregen om mij af te breken) k zou zeggen doe maar op, als jullie mij niet afbreken doe ik het zelf toch dus het maakt niet uit.

En Sara, ik zou het wel leuk vinden tegen wie ik het heb hier, zou je misschien je profiel wat in kunnen vullen, leuk om te lezen vind ik, tenzij je niet wilt natuurlijk...

ff anoniem gepost door lord . Had het niet door!

Besloten een keer mee te doen. nogal kort, maar vol van betekenis!

stil komt de zon op
Al vervaagt zij als te hoog gestegen
Rotwind blaast het paradijs opzij
akelige regen

goh, wat ben jij snel zeg ! zegt itsjustme iets?

dat bedoel ik, ja!

Langzaam sterven

Iedere seconde verlies ik mij
Brokkelt er een deeltje af
En vervaagt mijn verleden
Nimmermeer komt het terug

Levenslust vloeit weg uit mn lijf
Niet langer de energie het te houden
Een leeg omhulsel, van vlees en bloed
Waar eens mijn essentie in zwierf

Steeds meer krijg ik het koud
Tranen van ijs rollen over mn wangen
Een laatste koude aanraking om te troosten
Het helpt niet meer, het duurde al te lang

Vrees voor mijn toekomst heb ik niet
Het koude vooruitzicht heb ik altijd geweten
Mn handen verkleumen, tikken nog wat woorden
Een wanhoopsactie, een schreeuw om hulp

Niemand in de omgeving die mij horen zal
Mijn stem is al te zwak, en woorden doven uit
Een laatste blik op oneindig, alvoor ik sterven zal
Mijn laatste lucht uit blaas, en eindelijk,

Uit raas?

Four seasons

The winter shreds a tear
Life clouded in disarray
Locked in predicament and fear
So was autumn, left nothing to say
And summer consumed by grief
Spring once strong has failed us all
Feigning away lost to belief
Four seasons, waiting on life?s call

Yet life had seperate meaning
And all of us were only dreaming
Wasting away like a pile of lumber
Life tricked us all, putting us to slumber
All but one facade, regardless the mistake
Nevermore we arrive here to awake

Disenchanted by the sight of spring
Overwhelmed by a thousend birds that sing
Snoozing away by the light and warmth of summer
Filled with expectation, leaving a complete bummer
Sadness and sorrow resulting by a depressing autumn
Shattered our hopes and dreams on the run
The dawn of day comes in the form of winter
Crushing our souls till it?s a mere splinter